Friday, May 11, 2012

Alhamdulillah... 
For the first time in my life, I felt very Syukur to Allah for give me the opportunity to feel His present. 
I had a disease for 3 years. For the last three years, I always ask myself. 
Why I had this disease?
What is my fault that make this disease as my punishment?
What I had done?
Is this the punishment for all my sins?


But today, when I was reciting the Quran, I realised. 
That I had forget the present of ALLAH in my heart. Whatever I done is always for myself. 
I forget to say Syukur for His Nikmat. 
I forget to say Syukur for all the test that He gave. 
I forget to remind myself that ALLAH is looking at me. 
I forget to choose His Redha in whatever I do in mylife.


Astaghfirullah....
I'M an INSAN.
A forgetful person. 


But Alhamdulillah, 
Today, my heart said 
" How long did you forget about ALLAH?"
"You prayed 5 times every day but, did ALLAH in your heart?"
Then, I realised.... I HAD FORGET ABOUT ALLAH...


Astaghfirullah.... I have to come back to the right track. 
ISLAM IS MY LIFESTYLE..
ALLAH AND RASUL ARE MY LOVERS...





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